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A Lost Soul

by Ervasa

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All Along 03:44
(These broken halls so full of eyes that watch me in the dark, a walk through hell, a father's grasp that tries to tear me apart.) I'd grab her hand, if only she were here to lead the way. She couldn't stay, she couldn't stay (Never go home again, cause in the end there's nothing left for me to pretend.) Oh mother, don't be afraid with the pain I portrayed Oh mother, you won't have an answer from the tears at the altar. So with these hands, I'll fight my way and I will carry you until we find the light of better days, and as this falls, all these walls will tell the stories I was too afraid to mention all along. x2 (May you rest in piece. He can rest in pieces. Creatures come from all around that catch me at my weakest. I keep it on the path, the path to escape the night. I know I'm scared right now, but all I am is stand and fight. Never go home again, cause in the end there's nothing left for me to pretend.)
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Hold me underwater, I rather sink than swim. (8 years later it haunts my every move, acting aganst it like there's something to prove.) The ghost in these halls trickle down my spine. Open the door to see the light. ( There gonna be an escape!) (Been in-printed in my mind, for me to see, just how cold this world can be. Struggling to find hope, breathing isnt easy. I've been hurt by the ones called family. It's not hard to see the darkness in me.) Hold me underwater, I rather sink than swim. With the feeling of turmoil, when the doctor stares down your moral sense. With the lustful thought of pain, he injects the disease into your brain! Just turn off the lights, I know you want to. With the sins that I prayed. (The pain consumes me.) Hold me underwater, I rather sink than swim.
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I will never be the same, it's tearing me apart. (I will never be the same, the stress you put me through is tearing me apart.) I never loved you. The love in my chest had already loved itself, speaking of vanity; (you're so worthless you filthy little pig.) I never loved you. The love in my chest had already loved itself, speaking of vanity; (I gave my fate, refused to fall. Taught me to stand all and all. Cross my heart hope to die, cross my fingers hope you die. I never trusted you, why can't you just let me be, did I waste my time? Or did I waste yours? It's like a kick in the face. You pitiful disease! FUCK. (We're fucking through!)
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(Life has become a struggle, I don't wanna leave this bed. To find love in another seems impossible with these thoughts in my head. I don't need this, I just wanna be set free. Half the people in my life have become dead to me. Cut this chapter in half, I don't like the way the story's going. I'm supposed to be happy but that's not showing.) Take the wheel, you control what you feel. Pursue all of your dreams and rise above these senseless things. When you were a kid you had the biggest aspirations, kill your demons with the art of creation. (This town is so notorious of people bending and breaking. Just take a look at my hands they won't stop shaking. I've fallen underneath the surface, I just wish i could make sense of this. God I'm calling out, can you see the struggle within? I'm trying to console myself but it only leads to sin. I want out, I want out, GET ME OUT. I want my fucking life back!) Take the wheel, you control what you feel. Pursue all of your dreams and rise above these senseless things. When you were a kid you had the biggest aspirations, kill your demons with the art of creation. (Let's consume all their pain, as the anger flows through our veins.)
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I won't be fine, I don't wanna be here anymore. Death I'm calling out, I can't stand to walk these streets. My hearts been torn by the ones who've sworn to always be there for me. So take my life, and say goodbye to the ones that still believe in me. I am here, you given up hope. Now you must walk along the highest of ropes. (I don't want to be here anymore.) If death is what you want then you'll soon become. A lost soul and a desolate one. I'll leave tonight and set my path to find you, and grab you by the neck. I won't be fine, I don't wanna be here anymore. Death I'm calling out, I can't stand to walk these streets. My hearts been torn by the ones who've sworn to always be there for me. So take my life, and say goodbye to the ones that still believe in me. Can't you hear the loved ones as they call your name? They're scaring them for life. They won't be the same, you're so selfish for choosing this to be the end. (Be the end!) You signed me your soul, and now the games begin. I just wanted to tell you that you can't turn back. I'm coming to your doorstep. I'm ready to attack! (Attack! Can you hear them crawling? So quit talking. You're a hallow shell, so burn in hell. Yellow eyes, yellow eyes, heart settle down.) I won't be fine, I don't wanna be here anymore. Death I'm calling out, I can't stand to walk these streets. My hearts been torn by the ones who've sworn to always be there for me. So take my life, and say goodbye to the ones that still believe in me.

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released April 26, 2015

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Ervasa Wilkes Barre, Pennsylvania

We are a post hardcore band from wilkes barre pa.

John ratajczak
Derek Nowak
Tony Vaitsopoulos
Jeremy Melton
Jamie Lanunziata

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